Copyright © 2003 LeeAnn Heringer

Contents

  1. they say the engineers aren’t working hard enough
  2. tiny me
  3. day trip to Microsoft
  4. confessions of a bulk emailer
  5. shutting down the machines for the night
  6. when last we left our heroine
  7. 3.25 years from sunset
  8. climbing Montara Peak
  9. essays from the back of an envelope
  10. the engineers I didn’t hire
  11. do not tear the rice paper money
  12. the engineer discovers it’s late winter
  13. dean returns from the heart doctor
  14. Perry gets a chainsaw
  15. may God bless us, every one
  16. what happens to Silicon Valley pink slips
  17. demolition angels
  18. watching my job slip away
  19. mixing my fortune cookies
  20. the questions we ask, Friday night and drunk
  21. the co founder departs
  22. as long as I’m around, nobody cries alone
  23. life is an envelope
In 1997, I published “Objects of Code and Desire”, a poetry diary of the first six months of an Internet startup. This is the short poetic followup, the description of what happened to my piece of the “big long happy” which turned out to be neither long nor happy, but it was big.

Our startup went IPO, we were rich, we were famous, the market dropped out of dot coms, 70-80 percent of them went bust, we weren’t rich, everyone hated us, even the people who didn’t know us. Our startup managed to survive, blooded and limping. But things get ugly when companies fall from grace, blame needs to be assigned, punishment must be meted out. I didn’t stick around. I went to another company, one I thought was large and stable enough to ride out the storm. I was mistaken. The economy worsened, I was laid off, I was unemployed, I found work.

Fun while it lasted. To quote David Bowie, “we were heroes, just for one day”.


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